Monday, February 15

Expressions

Certain things I wish could be expressed without saying much....you know 'speaking my heart out' is not my cup of tea...Things would have been amazingly simple for me to write or rather convey it by any other means than saying...I would not have earned the titles of “Sarci Queen”, Rudey etc... I could have been sweet spoken too like one of my friends who I call a sugar coated karela...at least she is sweet...oh wow lucky you...

Speaking kills the essence of the emotions for me at times...I always crave to tell you that how important you are to me...and how much I miss your presence for the few moments that you are not around me...but I guess speaking is way difficult despite the fact that I yap like crazy...all meaning less blabber all day...I try so hard to let you know that every touch of yours will remain etched in my heart...so special...

My poems probably suggest that...but yes I have never dedicated anything to you...so that might be my fault...but somehow I also feel that speaking with let loose the feelings emotions I have in my heart for you or for anybody else for that matter...so may be I say that I love you a zillion times in the day but I guess it has a different connotation every time...

People think poems may convey every emotion of yours...but there are some other people who understand the exact opposite of what you intend to write... so what now...how to vent out the hidden thoughts within my heart for you...for so long now...I wish you knew how much you mean to me...Damn it, I can't even give up trying to fight with my expressions...